#wanting to diiiie
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#nourann.txt#tw suicide#having a moment#wanting to diiiie#im not made for life or smth idk nothing works im too stupid i cant handle shit#wish i had managed to smash my skull and die on impact all these years ago#so mad i picked an efficient method and FOR WHAT#i souldnt be alive hhhhhhh#si is stupid and life is stupid so what now#feeling mega sick and restless ughhhh#imagine if i had a gun and id put it in my mouth i wonder what thatd feel and taste like#and then i would splatter my damn brain on the damn walls. what then (nothing id be deaddddd)#not that id ever get a gun but let a bitch dream#no but literally how did i fail#damn femur taking the blunt of the shock broooo it was supposed to be my skull it was supposed to be immediate and painless#whyd you do that to me#you know that multiverse theory like everytime you take a decision it branches out into different universes with each possible decision#and its consequences#cant explain well not much brainpower rn#but yeah sometimes i think that theres a multiverse where i died#and idk how i feel about it ig sometimes sad but rn. envious lmao
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I want to make skk art but I’m soooooo bad at drawing Chuuya (and drawing in general tbh) I’m gonna screeeeeam
#apologies to anyone using a screen reader#I like dramatically lengthening my words#it adds character to my characters#anyways#aaaaaagh I’m gonna diiiie#they’re so UGH#I want to throw them around like fucked up DOLLS#I’ve been working out little hcs for drawing them lately#I might post those if anyone’s interested#but a page or two of my sketchbook dedicated to them#cause I love them#need to work out my hcs for these cutie patooties#mainly just pm Dazai and Chuuya#h love teen skk#they’re everything to me#bsd shitpost#bsd Chuuya#bsd Dazai
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I probably won't even be able to start looking for a job until winter is over. I can't even pull myself out of bed to do laundry
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#he is so prettiiiiieeeeee i want to diiiie#PASTEL COLOURS WERE INVENTED FOOORR HIMMMM#btob#seo eunkwang
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aurora. . . 🥹🫶
#my oh so beautiful girl#i'm an aurora lover TILL THE DAY I DIIIIE#also hc#she makes dresses <3#a few days after her summoning she was just looking through cumulus' wardrobe and she was like 'oh this is so pretty!!'#she then tried to find the perfect dress for herself but nothing had all the elements she wanted#so she went: hey i'll make my own!! >:)#and now it's her hobby <333#she made dresses for the whole pack INCLUDING copia ofc
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I have a lot of feelings about work today and I wish everyone who was a little bitch would explode into a million pieces bc fuck all of you for real. I’m also disappointed in myself as well. But god I wouldn’t be behaving so insanely if I wasn’t being over worked after fucking saying REPEATEDLY how overwhelmed I was -! Fuck you all for ignoring the warning signs and being shocked when shit happens -!!
#I’m fine I’m just mentally ill and trying to get out annoying feelings about shit I don’t want affecting my weekend#I’ll do better on Monday but holy hell fuck Work I deserve to be treated better and I need to shape up and treat others better too-!#I wish mfkers even me weren’t too fuckin scared to talk to each other bc of how stressful shit has been so can’t stand it#die stupid thoughts diiiie#-shot gun sounds-#YES
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i just harmlessly embarrassed myself and i am going to be dwelling on this for weeks. im going to play videogame for 1 hr to forget and them return to real life tasks.
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EVERYONE PLEASE VOTE HALF FOOT SENSHI!!! I NEED HIM TO WIN THE WHOLE THING PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!!!!!
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Oh no, did I not call the lady I was supposed to call to know the very important thing I asked for two months ago because I was too busy obsessing over my current project... again???
Anyway.
#the fact that i need a reminder for every little thing no matter how important#but do i want to know the answer#what if they said no#then i can just diiiie#anyway#personal
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blushing rn imagine u werent home and neighbor!ellie sees you received a package and being precautious she takes it inside her house n texts you that she has it
but then she gets curious and does some investigating n finds out its like .. a dildo or smth .. and she just sits there blushing furiously until she can hand it to you covering her face
omfg,,
reader supposed to be having loads of parcels coming in — and your dildo was not supposed to be coming that day ! so ellie texts you that she has your package and you text back like
omg you’re a saint !! can you check and see if they got it right this time ? i ordered salt and pepper shakers and i’ve had to send them back twice bc they keep getting it wrong☹️
and she is just like
Lmao yeah of course. I’ll check
so she tears open the package and oh god oh god oh god it’s a pink glittery dildo what the fuck. and she’s blushing and shoves it back inside the package all wide eyed and then, she’s too curious, pulls it back out to inspect… 6 inches, moderately thick, and oh god now she’s imagining you using it. head thrown back into your sheets, legs splayed open, pretty wet pussy stuffed to the brim. hell, maybe you’d leave your curtains drawn for her to watch. oh my god, ellie — enough. and she’s shoving it back into the package and picking up her phone. the fuck am i meant to say?
So uh
Wasn’t the shakers
and you, none the wiser are sitting at work frowning with a confused pout wondering what it could be…
oh? wtf sorry what was it?
I think maybe you should just check it out yourself when you get home😊
she’s trying to be polite and respectful but ohhhh fuck me she’s gonna have to hand it to you. and when she hands you the pathetically ripped open amazon package and you peek inside, she has no choice but to watch your eyes widen and she wants to diiiie.
“oh, my god. i’m so sorry. i will not make you open anymore packages from me.”
ellie plays it cool as ever, chuckling modestly. “nah, you’re all good. s’what neighbours are for right?”
“opening eachothers sex toy packages?”
“uh— no— i mean—”
you giggle, like the little minx you are. “thanks els, i owe you.” letmewatchyouuseitplease.
“sure.” is all she says, and walks back to her own house — beet red in the face.
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me suddenly finding a way to organize and unblock that one part of my thesis that made me want to commit seppuku : never mind life is fine again !!!
also me realizing I now have to start working on the next part of my thesis that also makes me want to commit seppuku : the misery is eternal...............
I know I say it a lot but being alive truly sucks. that fact unfortunately remains unchanged
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Did something mortifyingly embarrassing at work and now I want to curl up and diiiie
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I decided to play more veilguard because my brain was being mean to me but veilguard is taking forever compiling shaders again and I need it to hurry the fuck up my brain hates me and wants me to diiiie
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do you prefer people to not reblog WIPs and wait for the finished art piece, or do you like both WIP and complete pieces? Not at all? I like your art an wanna rb it, but i want to know your rules!
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you wanna what?
please reblog my art. oh my god. i'm gonna diiiie. if there's something i've done that i don't want reblogged, i'll address it and turn off reblogs on a post by post basis.
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okay so. i'm very excited to see chuuya of course. but i'm also very very scared.
okay i didnʼt really feel the need to react to anything so far but the kids just exploded what the fuck
#rey reacts#bungou stray dogs#i don't want the agency people to diiiie#where are the main characters when you need them#bsd reaction 2
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🌱PRE ORDER COUNTDOWN🌱
✨Only 7 days to go until we close up shop~
✨Tighnari needs to get ready for the upcoming season after all!
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We are so close to our first stretch goal! You can’t tell me you guys don’t want our stunning prints with gold foil additions~
(Also just saying, I’ve seen the lanyard and notebook and they are to diiiie for)
#genshin tighnari#tighnari#genshin#genshinimpact#zine#genshin impact#genshinimpact zine#genshin impact zine#genshinzine#tighnari zine
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